This womans so-called life: all thats wrong and a nude pic!

Okay this is INSANE. i am officially the least popular person on the internet. i checked my stats and it showed ONE person has visited my page in the past month!!!! i dont understand here is a naked picture of a 34-year-old woman. you can totally slam me. tell me i look old or like an anorexic crack whore or something. oh maybe say, hey for a 34-year-old she isnt that bad.... main thing im not fat after two years of laying in bed and not working out.. unlike some fat asses i know mainly chris carlson... since he totally went back on his word and has not contacted me whatsever. then he is a fat ass and im skinny.... welll since this is my first update in a long time. Paul got me a laptop for christmas.. hey pretty cool. now im back on the net again. finding out i was never popular just like i knew anyway... and on new years.. just to top of everything,, because things have been pretty bad and pretty serious and in about three days im gonna get the results of the MRI i had last wednesday which costs 900 bucks on my credit card. so yeah im about to see if i am going to die a horribly painful death from a brain tumor just like my mom did. am i scared? hell yeah! i am terrified, but nobody cares. and a shout out to my WONDERFUL family... i might have cancer douchebags. but whaT I WAS SAYing is on new years to top everything off my god damn tooth fell out when i was eating some frosted mini-wheats.. actually it was a filling but it feels like my tooth. so that was just the last straw. probably have to have a crown,. more money. and i havent mentioned the other medical problem i have yet.

oh did i mention chris is a fat ass... just wanted to make sure. so now im in a deep depression, my baby georgie who is 16 years old had all but three teeth pulled out because hes mouth was horribly infected. we had that done over the holidays. so i now have a toothless cat! great!bless his heart and that bill was 500 bucks. but paul paid for it. so if i dont have a brain tumor the next thing thats wrong with me is i have a large cyst under my chin. i had an ultrasound done on that not too long ago. the doctor read the ultrasound and said i need to go to a specialist to have a NEEDLE BIOPSY done of it!!! great.. more money.. and folks or the invisable fuck who reads this., i pay 1,000 dollars a month for insurance!!! and i cant use it when im in dire need because they could cancel me. this comes out of a disabled naked womans pocket. so anyway this cyst could be cancer also.. probabaly around 700 bucks. now plus the new dental bill that will probably be over a thousand for a new crown.. so i have this biopsy to look forward to.. this has just been a banner few months for me. i mean it just keeps piling on and piling on. and i huge thing that had a lot of meaning to me happened on christmas eve. i was desperate for a church service to go to, so it just so happened that st. albans the little episcopal church down the street was having a service at 11pm. now we never go to church but we did on last easter and the minister just out of the blue singled me out and asked me if i would go have coffee with him??? wierd???? well i had a migrane headache on the day he was supposted to come over so it never worked out.. but then we were out for a walk and we ran into him on the street . he said the same thing, i want to meet with you. do you need prayer? i'll help you? you know like some divine intervention was going on... the fool knew me i mean i have three huge 12 gauge piercings in my face im hard to forget and im bald! but on christmas eve this same guy absoltuely DID NOT remember me at all. he just shook my hand and said merry chrismas just like he did with everyone else. I was SHOCKED. he asked me out for COFFEE. okay?? its like the devil is down on me. it really shook me up

well anyway we have done NOTHING in the past months, no ghost hunting no anything, because ive been so sick. now i dont know what im gonna do since i have my own computer and im not popular on the web.. what do you do with that??? and the way i feel now chris carlson i hope the chair that your sitting in breaks, because your so fat. ha ha. oh and you can die. like i might... cause i might have inoperable brain cancer!!! yeah.. GO INOPERABLE BRAIN TUMOR!!! what do to? online i wish i didnt have my own computer geez. well all i can say is god please help with all thes medical things and chris i wouldnt hate you if you had kept your word. but you didnt, just like everybody else in my life. oh and you know in that little picture in the corner i was about 140 pounds.. now im about 95 pounds.

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why do you think you are the most unpopular person on the internet?

Posted by: mike | January 28, 2011 at 02:25 AM

You should allow your hair to grow. Really exude your feminine strengths. You have a perfect body. You are immensely beautiful, actually. A very attractive naturalness and feminine quality can be seen in your features. Your eyes maintain that firm intelligence seen in very alluring women. I am really a sucker for long hair :) But yet, I see an incredible radiance, even with no hair ;) Thanks for being here.

Posted by: William | March 08, 2011 at 06:38 PM